Better Days!

I finally got out of the funk I was in. I feel better mentally and emotionally. I need to remind myself to not hold onto the past or it will destroy me. I need focus on the present and look forward to my future. I need to worry about taking care of Haren and being a good role model for him. Be the person I want him to grow up to be. Kind, forgiving, regret and guilt free, hopeful, smart, funny, careful but caring, peace maker, protector, strong will, independent, social, helpful, generous, selfless, honest.... and happy. Not only be a good role model. I must teach him life lessons I've picked up through my years. Most of all be there for him. He's my sunshine. My relationship with Michael has gotten better. He has more control on his anger. He is more open minded and less controlling but he'll always be protective. Not only he changed for the better. I have too and we couldn't have done it without each other. I feel blessed in my life and I shall never forget that. On Feb. 16th is our 2 year anniversary. I can't wait to see what Michael has in store for me. So far, for my birthday he got me a Reggie purse and a tablet. This Saturday he is taking me out for my birthday dinner at a Asian restaurant. I wonder what I'll get for Christmas. Soo much excitement! Ugh can't wait to marry Michael. Then I'll be Mrs. Armstrong!! My life is slowly falling into place. I can officially say I'm happy. Though it would be nice to have friends to spend time with. Oh well... If I have friends from my past wanting to patch things up. I'll gladly accept them back into my life... With caution though.... Just to be on the safe side. I don't want to get hurt. I will be on the look out for new friends too. I'm serious about who I let into my life. I have a son and I'm too old for drama. Well, singing off. Bye!